mastodon 4.8.0-nightly.2026-10-06This profile is a short form writing project by someone odd, and a place to post my creative endeavors.
I suffer from - Tourettes, ADHD, OCD and PTSD and my life is as strange as they get.
I run a YouTube, and Scoopz channel with shorts and photography being posted regularly, all named JARRENoMgWtF.
I accept donations, but I do all this for fun in the end.
You can find my social links in my about if you are curious!
-Jarren
Lately I haven't posted much.
The main reason is that I just got done living through a #life so horrifying that I can't even fully comprehend it.
Processing everything in retrospect is difficult, and while I'm happy most of the time, it's almost like I'm in a state of shock sometimes.
I'm also deeply hurt by everything that has happened in my life, and a bit lonely too as I realized I'll probably never see anyone I used to care about again.
Time to rebuild.
Huh, so that explains why I act like a war veteran.
I mean other than the nightmare that was being homeless for five years.
The #internet has turned into a complete cesspool of nonsense, and false information. How do I know this? Half of the people on it suddenly have #autism to their knowledge.
The math doesn't math right when only about 1 in 100 are globally, and I recently noticed that #actuallyautistic is now a tag on #mastodon.
Now those of us who really are will probably have to deal with a wave of "No you only think you are!" backlash soon once it starts.
If you don't know what #looksmaxxing is, congratulations- you aren't a degenerate.
But they have a king named Clavicular who is very controversial. I realized something about him, and their "beauty" standards:
They are standards usually applied to women, and he kinda looks like a beautiful woman. It's basically a bunch of incels stroking one another's ego while misunderstanding what women actually find attractive.
Lol, and what a giant joke of an echo chamber.
I think I need a #neuroscience degree.
I learned a lot trying to figure out my own problems, and already have a head start.
I feel lucky to have a free apartment that is more nice than any I've rented before, and many would be envious of.
Then I remember that I had to almost die like 20 times to get it, and suffered homeless for half a decade mostly because of disabilities I did not fully understand, and the resulting addiction.
I could have had an entire house on my own accord if I would have been helped sooner.
Plus side to my week-
Apartment.
Downside- 4 fillings and a root canal after being homeless for several years.
Pain.
Food is pain.
How rude Universe, that is one of my favorites.
I have really good genetics for building muscle.
Recently there has been a trend with young men and women using steroids, even as far as #trenbolon which is used for cattle before slaughter.
I have been lifting weights every day, and my arms already look bigger with ZERO drugs of any kind than most of those young men on roids.
Maybe consistency is actually the key, because they often barely work out.
I think I just accidentally joined a band.
Turns out scaring an entire gang of Nazis is super metal and a metal band needed an editor and cinematographer/photographer who knows some music too.
I identified a really stupid idea:
The medical recovery facility I stayed at until recently somehow had people getting drugs into the building all the time regardless of who got kicked out.
It shared a fence with an addiction recovery center, which are notorious in #losangeles for being pretty useless at stopping people from getting drugs in.
They were selling #drugs to mentally ill, and injured people through the fence.
Mother fuckers.
Yea I definitely went #viral in #losangeles somehow and dunno how yet.
I have all of 7 random posts on #instagram and I am not a verified creator, and I have accumulated 1400 followers in four days.
Exceeding both my #scoopz and #mastodon profiles.
Also everyone I know who is a creator took months to get less with more talent than me, and promotion.
I guess pissing off Nazis makes people like you.
I'm not going anywhere though :)
Hey guys, I finally made a #Bluesky cuz most other social media is dumb and I hate it.
Follow me if you happen to be there as well!
I'll post most things on both, still however and then link to my Instagram for #video content as I think my #scoopz days are over.
It was good practice, time to go where people actually go:
Huh.
I just got followed by the actual #EricBaldwin on #instagram.
I dunno wtf that means but that is pretty cool.
Nice to have some good news for once instead of almost dying about 70 damn times in half a decade.
I am pretty sure I survived an attempt on my life by the Mexican Mafia after I spoke of their trap houses, and left with evidence.
I am about to submit an #fbi tip forms with video, and audio proof of potential deaths, poisonings, and attempts against my own life.
Also I was wrong about my dad being a biker.
I was lured to #losangeles and he set me up to die here.
Nobody has as bad of luck as me.
#microsoft has a Mexican Mafia mole, and I'm his son, and half Hispanic, half Jewish.
Well if anyone would like to follow my #instagram you can find it linked to this post. My videos will be going there from now on.
I am finally making an attempt to get back onto social media, and video making.
#scoopz was interesting practice, but I don't see much real widespread potential. I will also be working on a #bluesky and will keep blogging here, too.
Feels good to be back and feeling creative again!
https://www.instagram.com/jarrenstears?igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==
@thejacenallen@mastodon.social Maybe I should refer you to my neurologist.
I don't often do fundraising for myself but I'll make an exception because I find myself in a garbage situation -
I am staying at a shelter for medical recovery after almost dying, and I will definitely have an apartment in about a month.
Until then I'm not sure what to do. I lost my job in the process of almost dying.
If you could spare anything, or have a place around #losangeles I could stay...
My cash app is linked in About :)
@thejacenallen@mastodon.social You sound stable.
@thejacenallen@mastodon.social You're stupid, and you're violent. Congratulations.
@VE2UWY@mastodon.radio It was one Google search away.
@thejacenallen@mastodon.social You sound stable.
@thejacenallen@mastodon.social Calling someone a coward for not having fantasies about killing people...
... Interesting.
@thejacenallen@mastodon.social I'm not. You're the one who insulted me first on a post you failed to understand.
@thejacenallen@mastodon.social You can talk to my neurologist if you like.