Wu Ming’s most devoted believer: Saggy

Just some advice to any cat-like person out there:

-Nap like a cat; under the sunbeam where it is the coziest.
-Sleep like a cat; all bundle up is the most comfortable and keeps you safe from the outside.
-Ask for attention; react angrily when they give too much.
-Ask to be pet; not that way tho.
-Eat like a cat; leave some behind for later and then forget about it. Ask for more when you get hungry again. Refuse the old stuff.
-Entertain yourself like a cat; follow that thing.
-Just because you are small doesn’t mean they can pick you up; retaliate.
-Stretch; cats know the best positions, fuck yoga.
-If it feels good; do it, who’s gonna stop you.
-When they talk to you like a baby, look at them like they are being stupid, because they are.
-Have a bunch of toys; play with the trash.
-Sit or lay down on top of them, they love it.

I’ll try to come back with more.

#mbeingacat

Had many bad thoughts today.

Wanted to distract myself with some fandom, but the more I try the more it feels I’m not doing it right or i don’t know (like the feeling of being alone even when surrounded by people)

To top it all, that place have serious favoritism issues. I got angered instead.

I cycled through a lot of stuff I wanted to say but felt too pathetic I didn’t post anything at the end.

I wish I had someone I could work these anxieties out with. Right now, I feel more alone and ignored than ever.

For once I made a smart decision just now hehe 🙃

Too late to start something but too early to go to sleep, aaaahhh what to do :blobcatsadlife:

Eating cake bread (that’s a cake inside two slices of bread) and my cat likes it :blobcat_mlem:

Already looking at all the Fafa’s Birthday drawings and having a blast :blobcat3c:

Everytime we learn something knew about ourselves, the question of whether to bring it up in therapy or not comes up.

It’s not that I don’t trust my therapist right now, but I’ve never experienced having my thoughts about who I am validated.

I know I’m autistic and have some ADHD symptoms and even if my therapist agrees, they wouldn’t completely say that I could get a diagnosis. The same is happening for our eating disorder.

Because every time we bring something true about ourselves we are met with skepticism and the principle that we should always test first to be sure.

Now that we think we are a median system due to our BPD symptoms in the past, I can only imagine them being unsure and making me feel like I’m self-diagnosing without knowing better.

We don’t like the labels that diagnosis give us so we don’t look for them, and I wonder if that seems to invalidate my experience to the rest of the world.

Got a slight headache after treatment, don’t know if that’s good or not, maybe I should take a nap, but I don’t wanna 😭

Ha 50 pages more to go, yesh!