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watching my two girlfriends make out in bed until well beyond the boundaries of "making out" while I calmly lay back and drink tea is such a

hang out with elilla& and you too might finding yourself enjoying a happy walk outside in the morning sunlight after getting up early with, cardio,,

"like there's this big dragon of pleasure who's taken over my body innards and I have to breathe through it and I'm only used to stoically breathing through pain not joy so I have to learn to breathe again"

3 days with babygirl and we already reached the problematic kinks, I look forward to see where we will end up after two or three weeks together

babygirl (paraphrased): now I know why he did that with the demon core everything else is flat now you split me open / shatter me / & show off all the amethyst hidden inside X: "wait am I getting this right, you're really comparing her with the demon core? that horrible radioactive thing that killed people who experimented with it? are you sure?? is this—is this being good for you???" babygirl:

(on account of early morning bouts of horny being uncontainable)

me: oh and love can you bring me some sweety treats? me: sweety sweets that are sweet babygirl: sure, any ones in particular that you want? me: the ones that have sugar in them

@coolbean@brain.worm.pink oh yes 100%. but I try to tag "sexual" things that I imagine sex-averse people might prefer to skip, and I think the prefer to pass on, and I hope the previous ones were abstract enough to not qualify for that

also she's been floating a lot of… detail… about doing a schoolgirl roleplay scene and it's kinda messing with me a lot?? it took me a while to realise that despite being a weeb among weebs and exposed to schoolgirl erotica since back when I was an *actual* school, I've never actually done a schoolgirl scenario?? one of the classics but there's not much point I think in doing kink just for the sake of it, I like playing games in that at least one of the sides is *really* super into it, so the enthusiasm catches and bounces back, and soon you can't even tell which side originated it because it's *our* kink now. that's the state of schoolgirl fantasy right now, the *way* she talks about it (rich in detail, gasping in shallow breath) has stuck into my brain like a hormonal implant constantly flooding you with neurotransmitters, now I super want to go full effort on it, revamping some of my office lady gear to do a proper teacher outfit… the single-tail whip would work, or the rattan canes, but given her attraction to older Latinas and the Catholic vibes of her schoolgirl outfit, I'm thinking what I need is a *palmatória*… honestly, the "reverse power" that a good bottom can hold over people like me is terrifying to behold [admiringly 💕]

babygirl (mid-sex): yes yes eat my flesh eat me alive I'm your prey I'm your perfect food, tear me apart— me (toying with it then unwittingly actually getting primal, then in between growls and hard bites): —fucking pounce your little neck— babygirl: —right on my knife, it was erect waiting for you, I'll rip off your entire skin now... me: she's such a romantic I never get tired of her sweettalk

still haven't moved into the "oats" though, got caught in the cuddle/grope cycle parts 3, 4 etc. time to go to work but it's so hard and by "it" I mean my—

re: yesterday—poor girl was visibly sleep deprived last night while playing cards with our friends, and because I was around it was very obvious to everyone *why* she hasn't been sleeping much, which she was too aware of, and of course gets off on, which means when we were back to bed— but I had to put a stop in the cycle because it's really getting too much for our bodies lol. like my breasts are aching like I was in early transition?? from sex hormones alone??? not to mention how sore or grinded raw all the spicy bits are getting, and like the fact that she was zombie walking and half unaware of what is even going on, and *yes* that's very hot but— 😌 urged her to go to sleep with just some erotically charged cuddling, then of course we wake up super horny but after a mere hour or so of more erotically charged cuddling I insisted she stayed back to bed and tried to rest more as I head for my wage labour servitude. hopefully she can catch up on some of the sleep deficit. I need her in a healthy, happy, and fully usable state for F4g Dolls this Saturday or else how am I supposed to show her off to an entire audience—