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I do Cloud Security
So tonight is an inevitable eventuality. A painful, complicated one. I not sure how I feel. Or how I thought I’d feel. Or how I’ll feel in 5 minute or 5 hours or 5 days. Is their grief? Yes. Regret? Strangely no (yay therapy I guess).
I did not have building a miasma crawler on my bingo card today but…
weird today. Defo an MECFS flare Or in the edge of one. Brain is half working, body is complaining. meh
The Miasma worm source code that uses GitHub as infrastructure has popped up in 4 repos so far in the last 24hrs - all reported but GitHub need to be faster on takedowns (all still fully available)
I hate that that I was basically paralysed by depression and anxiety and emotion today and didn’t feel at all useful or productive
Definite depression and anxiety today and going between emotional and flat

